hold your own.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

GOOD BYE TO ONE AND ALL. HAHA

i have decided to move to lj
:D
i like it better there
hahahaha
sick of blogspot like finally
SO YEA
BYE BYEEEEEEEE.

http://abigaleeeepjy.livejournal.com/

Monday, December 01, 2008

SO NOW YOU KNOW WHY I WANT TO CHEAT

and yea. THIS IS WHY I WANT TO CHEAT
HAHAHAHA. just look at that PIMPLESSSS.
but somehow photobooth made it seemed like i still have eyeliner
when actually ive already removed them.
but yes this is sooooo ugly and i have no idea why i want to even put it up in the first place

went dinnering with sholleh at ikea
cause he was finding people to go with him
and i wanted to go last week but no one wanted to go with me ):
so yea
had my usual, meatballs, kids nuggests and almond cake :DDD
ended up camwhoring UGLYLY at ikea. zomg
and the only reason why im putting them up facebook
is to make sholleh look ugly
but i obviously have to make myself look ugly at the same time
sadly.
BUT HAHA WORTH IT.
nice sunset on the way to the bus stop
but im lazy to transfer pictures

HAHAHAHAHAHAA

and im going to only put up the only sane one we took
cause the rest are just too UGLY and image tarnishing

to end on a side note
i really have no idea what wrong with me nowadays
i get so annoyed/angry/moody/snappy so easily nowadays
its annoying me
i snap so fast and easily especially to parents and friends
what the hell is wrong with me
but yea just like to say sorry to whoever i snapped at la :/

SUCKS SHIT

REALLY
ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARENT IN XOREX SHOULD JUST BURN IN HELL
SERIOUSLY
theres a freaking library thats also packed and engine one
SO MANY CANT YOU JUST STAY OUT OF XOREX
i just need to freaking print ONE a4 thing which came out a3
thankfully i used illustrator
AND XOREX WAS SO HUMID AND STUFFY AND HOT
AND MADE ME ALL SWEATY
and the freaking thumbdrive cap couldnt open for damn long
making me look more like an idiot even more
sucks shit
so mood dampening

and oh pimple retribution really does happen
i laughed at sholleh for having one damn big one under his lip on friday
now i can sense one big one growing out under mine ):
shit i should stop laughing at people with pimples. HAHA

MACBOOK PHOTOBOOTH QUEST

HAHA.
im thinking if i should play cheat
since from kels blog
she played this game where mac users have to take a picture of themselves on photobooth like NOWWWWWW
and nowwwwwww im in school in the studio waiting for kel to finish her hocos test. HAHA

HAHA
tonight, it will be in specs, hair tied up (yes i can still tie my hair. makes doing work so much better.) and fringe either anyhow falling resulting to a center parting or pinned up.
(aka back to my secondary school looks. HAHA)
then IF i decide to even post up my cui looks
you will find out why i want t cheat. hahahaha.
tonight
see how

and im in the cam whoring mood now
too bad im alone

HOT

just finished with comdi
no drawing ess class
dont want to start drawing
got perspective to just darken the lines and some stupid face sketching
siannnnn
gotta go print the picture of the face but cant cause im alone and theres no one to look after the stuffies
its damn hot outside the studio as well
cause of the dress im wearing
the one i bought from the zouk flea market which was my favourite buy for that day
cher and colin said it was nice (:
then again cher doesnt count cause she was with me when i bought it. hahahaha
OKAY
STILL DONT WANT TO START WORK.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

GOOD DAY!

last day of preschool duty for november
phew
this has been one long and exhausting month of preschool duty
jeremy ghin never fails to cheer me up <3
HAHA
so yeaaaaa went to bugis to meet hong and brianna
they were LATE
hahahah
briannas fault
we were being superrrrr cheapos
and bought two packs of sushi and a bottle of peach tea to share
each spending on $2.30 for lunch
ultimate cheaps mans
hahahaha walked to haji lane for the flea market :D
it was not bad i suppose just that the weather sucked like shit
one moment it was pooouring another it was hot shit
bought a few stuff took abit of pictures
and now i can go develop my VERY FIRST ROLL from my action sampler
put in a new roll and only took four pictures
now i have to spend time taking up another roll
sighs well i still yet to go to the railway tracks to take!
so yeaaaaa
went to ph for the farewell thing abit boring and stuff la
but since ms chua was retiring went 35 years of service to school and gb
pro shit
i wanted to blog about some other stuff but forgot so oh wells hahahaha

my henna! but once it was removed, it was too light so it ended looking like a birth mark more ): not nice.

briannas one!

i think hongs one really damn coool :D

the rest of the photos up on fb
http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=72623&l=ae9a4&id=716045438
hongs cam has alot of nicer ones
which she is too lazy to upload
another day when she finally puts it up then

tomorrow no drawing essentials class (: (:
thankfully
cause i havent drawn ANYTHING this whole weekend
whoops?
HAHA

oh oh oh i was at yck mrt when i passed by this ad

DOESNT THE GUY AT THE FAR LEFT REMIND YOU OF DESMOND.
just imagine him uh.. TEN YEARS DOWN THE ROAD. HAHHAHA.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

AYE

i guess i am alright now
all that stupid lack of sleep just caused everything to blow up
dk what was wrong with me yesterday morning
looking back
why did i even break down in the first place?
so yea
but yesterday i was realllly damn sian
often reminding myself to put on the mask
guess you can say it was up and downs
when i forgot about morning, that is
other that that
i will be just stoning, using the excuse that i was really tired

comdi had never been so fun yesterday
it was just hilariously hilarious
played some thing similar to indian poker
where theres this title thing behind a person
we have to ask questions to make the person guess what the thing is
laughhhedddd like that
peak one of the day
drawing essentials was for once fun :D
the attendence was horrible man
think those that didnt come decided to boycott
did some speed figure sketching
funnnnn
peak two maybe?
had cell
obviously told them about karaoke party
(yes i am back with that)
now not only is that a good destresser
its a good cheer-up thing i suppose
amaris brenda and i (after the rest left)
tried high notes song and we scoreed!
because of you/kelly clarkson : 5500! (cant remember excatly la)
nobodys home/avril lavigne: 6100!
WHOO!
but we obviously had to use jiaying (fake voice) t sing la
if not it will be impossible to reach

im now awaked cause i slept to close to fourteen hours :D
need to catch up alot on my drawing laters
ALOT
doing them all today
cause tomorrow after church
SHOULD be going to the haji lane flea market with hong and brianna
and thereafter to GB5thcoy's farewell "party" and ms chuas retiring.
the themes retro but i dont understand how the girls can dress up
cause one, they are having a drill camp during this thing
so how to dress up!
and two, its in school -.- obviously
but nevermind, time for more camwhoring! :D

Friday, November 28, 2008

自我催眠

人群里面那个我把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵听不见你说
爱就在此刻松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前
等着红灯那个我还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着却静静沉默
在我们之间爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过
聪明再多一些
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
慢慢闭上双眼

oh look im starting to see people i know
i guess i have no choice but to put on the im-alright-and nothing-happened mask
its so exhuasting but i have no choice

broken, shattered, crushed

i dont feel like going to school
i dont want to leave my locked up room
only where i am safe in
how am i going to go school in the state i am in now
even worse
give word tonight
i am breaking down now
and i cant be certain i wont later
but i dont want to later
everyones going to freak out
and start acting all concerned
fakes
just like my dearest one
to think youre my dearests ones
and you just bring me down like that
dont you know im at deepest pit now
so much so ive never felt this deep before
why dont you try not sleeping for almost two days in a row
trying to finish up stupid work
which you end up thinking its lousy
whats more
your drawing sucks and youre the lousiest in class
for cell stuff
youre all alone, doing everything
but what gives you the right to complain
when others have survived it and is still surviving
you are just this pathetic piece of nothing
that you cant even handle one and a half semesters

i just need someone OR EVEN SOMETHING for me to lean on
but no i have got nothing
abondened
left all alone
no one loves you
you pathetic piece of nothing
now just buck up and go to school

AHH! DONE! :DDDD FINALLY

yes i am finally done
FINALLLLLLLLLLY
started about three for my expository essay
alot of copy and pasting XD
BUT AT LEAST IM DONE
asking kel to help go through for grammer and spelling errors
zomg
i still think my essay is sooooo kiddish
no big words or anythingggggggggg
sighs
at least im done
and now i can go sleep :D
for like three hours.
ONLY

Thursday, November 27, 2008

i.am.such.an.asshole

tiredness started to set in during drawing essentials
there was practically no class
camwhored abit before getting down to work
i guess that should be the highlight of the day
my pathetic tired day
wa super grouchy after dinner cause was uber frustrated with the citation shit
left school about nine plus
freaking left my handphone in school
so had to walk back and get it back
thank you kel for bringing it down for me (:
wanted to do some work on the bus to lightened my load NOW
started finding for earphones to plug in and listen to music while doing work
LEFT THEM IN SCHOOL AS WELL
after switching paddles on
found out that i smartly
saved one new file over another
aka
i had to redo that file
aka
wasting more time on such stupid shit
didnt do any new work on the bus
and was dying
correction
IS dying
bought red bull just now
yet to drink
you better work on me tonight
if not i will sue you till your pants go on fire
before i start work
need to go REALLY go prepare word

LORD PLEASE HELP ME
IM DYING
LITERALLY

yay! :D

kel just finish her comdi presentation and she did so well
colin didnt have any questions for her! :D
and cause tim introduced keynotes (or however its spelled) to her on tuesday
and colin really like it alot! :D
told her she would do just fine :D

but on a side note despite on how well she did
shanaz was talking about some earth is the only planet that produces cocoa etc

colin (to shananz) : so how many planets are there in the solar system?
her: uhhh..
kel: ten
me: eight! where got ten
kel: oh is it. i thought they put in an additional one
me: they took out pluto la

HAHA
she covered my mouth to prevent me from laughing out loud in class
but nevermind colin wont penalise you for that and still give you super good grades :D
hahahaha
and oh another
colin really reallllly realllllllly reminds me of mr woo
my primary six teacher
the way they talk
the way they laugh
the way they act
really smiliar
its so similar that when colin is talking
if i dont see his face
i would actually see mw's face
HAHA
maybe they are related or something man
how can two people actually act and speak with their voice so alike!

OKAY BACK TO DOING MY ESSAY
STILL ON PAGE TWO OF NARRATIVE

i dont want to fall sick!

had only half an hour of sleep last night/this morning
still have about half of comdi left to do
done with descriptive essay
half of narrative done
so now left with the other half of narrative and that stupid expository essay to do
napped and woke up about one thirty
started doing work about "two"
slept at seven thirty
so what have i been doing for those five hours?
getting distracted on facebook conversing with sumo through kels fb status
he is really one amusing guy who is an asshole
hahahahaha
and annoying 217 through msn with kel on skype
talking to 217 is like talking to a little kid
damn funny and amsuing
kel and i were seriously laughing non stop
total distraction but it was damnnnnnnn funny

so now im in the school canteen
waiting for kel to come
i have yet show her the lift!
hahahaha
oh right i forgot to say about the lift yesterday
i had my comdi presentation yesterday
before it started

colin: do you all know whats behind that door? (there was this door that was at the front of the class)
lyn: uhhhh another class?
me: NO theres nothing so when you step outside you drop down (yes i know i was damn nonsense)
him: (giving the "riiiigggghttt" face) make a guess
me: what what what
him: its a lift.. you all never hear the "ding dongs" meh
me: WHAT?! ARE YOU SERIOUS!
him: you dont believe go open the door la
me: its not lock or what meh
him: no no go open

so i went to open the door
AND THERE WAS REALLY A LIFT
the lift that was outside the print shop that was supposedly only accesible till level three
turns out it can go up! DAMN AMUSING
but sadly kelly wasnt in class cause she didnt need to present
so i was the only one amused and high
SO NOT FUN
im going to fo show kel the lift laters and i will obviously take pictures
HAHA
colin asked me not to tell the whole world or say that he was the one that told me
BUT HAHA
im not telling the whole world!
im just telling my dearest bloggy.
HAHA

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

mega mcgriddles! :D

had that for breakfast! :D
the double patty is heaven man
yummmmmmms
dad drove me to school
so now im in the canteen
SUPPOSED TO BE DOING WORKKKKKKKK
BUT HAHA
wanted to start on the essay writing yesterday night
but after all that SINGINGGG
got me uber tired, napped
asked kel to call me if i didnt wake up
she called me
i woke up
was still too tired
went back to sleep
thought of waking up at maybe seven to at least start abit
but didnt at all
so therefore i didnt do any work last night
am i pro shit or what
the presentation is tomorrow or thursday
i think we need to hand up the essays on friday
at least ive sort of gotten my outlines finalised
but but but starting is sooo hardddddddddd
and and and
i still havent prepare word :/
tonight, gotta finish tonight
if not the rest of the week sure gone case and i will have no time to do

dad offered to fetch me home later
but i think i will get to distracted by the others playing KARAOKE PARTY
and will stay back again
HAHA
okay okay i will NOT get distracted and go back with dad
so i will have time to do work and at least finish up some of my essay
fingers crosses!

KARAOKE PARTY! WHOO!

karaoke party is the new word challenge in school
HAHA
its this website for karaoke and it detects whether what youre singing is in the same key as the song
UBER FUN AND FUNNY
its only nice to sing in a group and laugh together
it just started with benny and shanaz singing
i joined in, then kelly joined in and so did suhailah
it was funny shit
we were practically sing-shouting-laughing
disturbing everyone in the fifth floor
they can hear us in the studio though we were outside
you could actually hear echos of our singing ah
super funny
i forsee us singing again tomorrow XD
sorry to those who we disturb!
benny was damn lousy
cause he lost his voice on the way home
lousy shit
we even said to go home and sing ourselves to compare who has the highest score
mine is so far 4500, NOBODYS HOME - AVRIL LAVIGNE.
of all songs, the damn high one.
HAHA

update on my lousy school work and block
still working on my comdi essays
making progessions i suppose
drawing ess is just plain suck shits still
but for this module if i get a D or something
i guess i deserve it la
cause i havent been putting in alot of effort or anything
so quote from wilson choo
"you will get whatever grade for whatever effort you put in"
ONLY THIS APPLIES

and oh speaking of comdi
something damn funny happened
we were being taught about citations and referencing la

kel: can we quote from blogs?
colin (lectuerer): yea why not
her: so means i can quote from my own blog!
him: no la, if you do that means your quoting yourself then isnt it the same as just writing it
her: then friends blog?
him: yea can
her and me: OKAY SO WE EXCHANGE AND WRITE ABOUT EACH OTHERS STUFF LA

HAHAHAHAHAHA
HILARIOUS
SOOOOOO

SOMETHING ABOUT FREITAG FOR KELLY LIM:
THEY ARE GETTING DAMN POPULAR IN SINGAPORE
SO MUCH SO THAT SIR STAMFORD RAFFLES CARRIES THEM
AND HE CAN JUST BE THE NEXT MASCOT FOR FREITAG
HECK SINGAPORE
(okay now you can just quote this for your collage. tell him GOT EVIDENCE WHAT)

AND OH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAI! :D